Home sweet home

I am sick. And i have two reports to submit.
I dont like being sick. I cough non stop.
I have running nose. I have a bad hair day.
I am not sad but i miss my healthy body.
Ohhh please recover fast.
Everynight is cold.


The sweater really helps.


___________________________________________________


I met my old friend at primary and secondary school.
Nadia amira,oh how you have grown up to be a beautiful lady.
She's in UIA gombak. I wish the best for you in life,babe.
Everyone is doing degree! i need to be fast and furious!
Insyaallah i'll work hard to be in UIA too
 since its where i wanted to go at first.
 I was just not the chosen one :')

_______________________________________________________ 

Entertaining myself watching Youtube.

Cikgu Shida, Paku&Belacan, Zee Avi and many more :D

_______________________________________________________ 

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BYE BYE "P"

SHAKE IT!

SHAKE IT!

SHAKE IT!!!!

come on baby!! haha

i know i know,what?? haha TOO EXCITED!

ok,cuba utk brtenang tapi tidakk! saya happy!!

muka saya yang tak tahan gembira

:D

Yahooo!! sila jealous!

saya dah habis lesen 'P'

kepada yg belum : jgn accident yeh,nnt kene gantung lesen hehe



Love is when you care about someone emotionally.

Not when you want them physically.

Not yet

It is not the time yet..
Should i wait or make a move?
Perhaps i should......blank.
I refused to be passing around like an idiot.
I refused to be used for somebody else's own benefit.
I refused to be taken for granted for my kindness.
I refused to be patient with all this uncertainties.

Uncertainties have to be cleared as soon as possible for goodness.
Life is full of challenges. There are barriers that we have to go through.
Only time can tell. Unfortunately, some people cant....blank.

Blank shows  how i cant make up my mind because
i wont get what i want at the mean time..

"No matter how much they love you, people get tired eventually."

Sincerely by me.

Fact



Facebook is where u lie to people you know,

&

twitter is where you tell the truth to those you dont.

 

Blog is where everything is.

 

 

i love twitter more

Changes

Changes give new meaning. Im impressed.

Changes are indeed very beneficial.

The changes may not occur due to the results of someone's action.

However, the changes occur from within yourself.

You who make the changes.

You dont change yourself for the sake of other people.

Or other people may change you.

Yes,people can change you

but only your thoughts or perceptions on things.

People Change - Cope with the Changing People

:']

Its good to know that your friends are changing for better.

Im happy for them. Althought, im not the reason they changed.

i dont give any impact while they were around tho.hmm

But its sad to know that your friends changing for the worse

and i can only look and unable to help.

I can only give advises and pray for the best. Im worried. hmm

Dlm kerisauan

Dulu suka pegi toilet utk buat projek tp kan..
lately ni, taknak pergi toilet! tak suka!
sebab everytime pun berdarah :(
aduhh risau nye, i ada buasir ke?
sakit gilaa okay! hmm
kawan cakap jgn mengeran!
nanti usus terkeluar cmne
i mcm HAAA? boleh terkeluar kee?hahaha

camne ni? mama suruh makan betik byk2
harap2 ubat farmasi ni berkesan.
ada solution lain tak kawan-kawan?
:(

p/s : tulisan kecik sbb malu

saya lembap, so pls?

TA PAHAM AHHH - by zieqa [with her wrinkle eyebrows]

please ckp straight forward dgn izzah harith
sebab izzah harith tak faham body languages.
i know action speaks louder than words.
but i prefer words at this moment.
bcs im not a toy for anyone to play.
yes or no, as simple as that.

Today was quite..how should i say..indescribable?
i am confused today with you,yes YOU.
could you make me understand?

Fast Five was  indeed an amazing movie but its not my thing.
it's guy thing. yah, guys love cars,like duuhhh? kann huhu
i..emm..ok lah honest, the movie is boringg haha
i dont know how many times i said it in the cinema :P
but its good to watch! thanks alea for the encouragement zzzz.... :P

anyway,the sweater is back :)

Selamat kembali

BLOG, youre back!! yayy

Sejak kau dimasukkan ke hospital untk beberapa hari wahai blog, daku rinduu :P

Macam2 jadi dlm beberapa hari ni jee,serious shit!

Last thursday kan, i naik angin satu badan! kepala meletop dah

eee i paling menyampah dgn org yg tak commited dgn assignment!

dont give me all ur fucking lame excuses for unable to do ur work! bitch!

HAAA cmtu lah i marah

boleh tak, could you just please be responsible for ur part in groupwork

kalau dah selfish sangat kan! we could do the extra works! just forgodsake do ur part!!!

I WOULD NEVER EVER TAKE YOU AS MY GROUP MEMBER

read my lips, N E V E R !

susah sgt ke nk submit work on time, attend discussion, go n ask help frm lecturer??

SUSAH SANGAT KEE?? kereta ada apa guna laa gilaa!

kau sorang punya pasal, orang lain punya marks could get effected!

i kick my ass for my marks okay! n i will kick yours too for my sake!
although ure in the group,if u dont do ur part, ur name wont be in the report,thats how i ruled!

haaa izzah harith jenis yang tegas n adil! ambik kau perempuan

:))))))

Last friday was frustrating too,i had a planned with someone

i thought of releasing my tense and all..

we were planning to watch fast 5 but then somehow..i dont know

we were just out of luck to meet each other,theres always a next time, kan?

;) fast 5 is a must watch moviee grrr

the whole day was boring, so i decided to learn on how to wear hijjab like

the famous beautiful fashion designer, Hana Tajima <3

and im loving it! mama loved it too hehe

my new favourite type of shawl is Pashmina

tutup jerwt kt pipi ;p



Last Saturday, i went to Jln Masjid India with mama n unties

i am excited to look for my pashmina shawls,hee and i found two!

after that, we went to a Gulati's, SALE tuuu serious sale!!

fabrics kat Gulati's kan cantik2,rambang mata tengok!

they offer free gift if purchase more than RM300

and the free gift is also kain,HAHAHAHA

i wasnt really interested to buy any kain but mama insisted.

she bought me 3 pair of cloths and they are beautiful!!

i will be colourful this Raya :)))

happy jee bila shopping!

best kain ni!



I skipped!

SKIPPING

hello people~! today is freaking hot! i cant even handle it!

i cant even focus on my assignment!

i have quiz and class presentation tomorrow morninggg :(

SO! i decided to do skipping in my small room! haha

wuyoooooooo 500x skipping

im all sweating right now!

semua lemak2 bouncing bouncing HAHA

taknak buat kt taman nnt org nampak suma goyang HAHA

bongok kan?

Okay, majukan lah sukan utk negara ya rakan-rakan!

Ta paham

Haish..sedih la mcm ni..i ta paham apa pun..
i dont get a thing..sumpah sedih :(
haih..maybe i should just ignore.
i made an effort but i dont get a single response
what happened at u? okay la..
there must be some misunderstanding
but if this is some kind of signal..

could you give me a clear description?
at least,response lah.
so that i would understand better..

you look very happy by the way.

my phone is fine.
tak suka laa bila text or call org, tapi takda response.
apa salah i la..
one way of checking if ur hp is functioning is actually
by texting to ur own number.
and mine works!

Lunch with Darlings

Yeah Yeah, i know..

i rindu mereka sehingga selendang senget pun dah tak heran

HAHA :P

Akhirnya, i got the chance to meet them

okay, pls understand, we live nearby but then we study at diff uni

far far away ya! mereka tak balik setiap minggu

i je sorg balik every week,haha

so this is just small gathering of supposedly 5 of us

but then afizah was unable to come

haih selalu mcm ni, ada je sorg yg takda.

nevermind, the friendship stays strong!

that what matters the most

comel kannnnn??

awwww so sweet! happy jee

thank god fidia nmpk sama height dgn nadiah! haha

so adorable~ u cant beat us being kids

:)) my laughing gases

what the? pls ignore me! enjoy the happiness captured ok

i honestly love all of you

-end-

i rindu uuuuu, eeee geram nye! :((

Hari Ibu Sedunia

 Ibu saya cakap

" tak perlu sambut kerana dia tak rasa apa2 special pun,

hari-hari mama gembira bila ada dgn anak-anak mama :') "

I LOVE YOU MAMA

You are the only one who fully trust me and have faith in me.

You are the only person i can turn to whenever i am very very sad.

You knew me inside out and i cant hide anything from you.

I havent been a perfect solehah daughter towards u and papa.

I made a lot of sins behind your back and lied to you many times.

And you knew everytime i lied. I was stupid and young and full of ego.

I could never replace you from any women in this world.

You are perfect in my eyes. You have taught me to be my best as a Muslim.

Only if you knew, i am trully deeply sorry for all i have done..

After all that happened in my live when you were the one that i blame for certain things

I was wrong, bcs you were the one who always know what best for me

and you taught me to be patient in life and always be thankful to Allah with what we have.

You believe in me before and now and you are the one that stays with me

when everyone else choose to leave me.

THANK YOU SO MUCH MAMA

i could never repay you. 

LAPAR!!!!!  :(
Garden salad at Secret Recipe tak sedap lansung!!!



I wanted to say more..
Lately, i prefer to sleep early before 12midnite bcs i dont want to
miss anyone or think too much of something ridiculous.
And also, i purposely refuse to charge my phone bcs i prefer have red almost empty batt
rather than full batt without anyone text or call me.
I also prefer not having hope at all rather than fake empty hope.

True @ False game

1. Nothing compares to the stomach aches you get from laughing too hard with your best friends! True
2. That awkward moment when someone asks what's wrong and they're the problem. True
3. For her, he was the one. To him, she was just another one. True
4. When a girl says "have fun" to a boy, It normally means: "Have a freakin' horrible time." False
5. It's tough when someone special starts to ignore you, it's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind. True
6. Just like a shoe, if someone is meant for you, they will just fit perfectly; no forcing, no struggling, no pain. False
7. When a person is really really into you, they will always find a way to have time for you. No excuses, no lies. True
8. A man who rarely or never shares his feelings is going to frustrate the woman he’s with. True
9. Don't judge people by what others say about them. Judge them by what they say about others. True
10. I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks you're fine, sometimes u forget for awhile that you're not. False

Dating dgn Afizah sayang!!

Subang Parade is the destination!!

There is a I<3Bazaar thingy

happening there you know, sort of bundle

barang suma reasonable price!

i went with afizah  naik lrt n ktm suma

perghh penat derr haha baru blaja ckp derr

sumpah tak suka bunyi rempitzz gila!

okay, kteorg shopping sakan erk? dia jelah yg sakan!

i brpada-pada haha beli gelang n cincin sahaja

eee rasa mcm mak datin gituu!

dia beli roses yg wangi n blouse n cincin

we ate at Dave Deli kot -__-

sumpah banyak gila portion dia

i mcm nk muntah makan tak habis pun

afizah mkn ni Grill Mix, berbaloi gila RM17.90

ada 3 jenis meats entah lah bukan i yg makan okayy

and also this Yummy! lime twist kot nama dia

I was more than HAPPY to meet her!!

i love you hidung jambu HAHA

LOOK! I was trying to fix my scarf

but

accidently took this pic of me giggling

The conclusion : I am very happy today <3

Penat dan rindu

Penat weh, prcaya tak?

Tgk,jalan pun dah senget

1. Harini jalan kaki around Jalan Imbi
Walk-in any companies to ask for sponsorship
Haih, the end result is not very satisfying bcs its Friday
most people went back home early so yah..
Nevermind, we shall not give up!
We'll continue searching for generous ppl to contribute.
Anyhow, i had a great time with my girls.
They can bare me with my non-stop talking & bossy attitude.

2. Deep down, there is something missing.

I miss someone who was an important person in my life.

Not that, he/she is not anymore,

it is just bcs i am not anymore for that person.

How do i tell? By the look in your eyes.

I knew.Therefore, im not hoping.

Satisfying day!

Ahhh..i really hope this thingy im doing is worth while,ohh please?
but honestly, i enjoy doing this, it fills my time n i feel great! :)
i should have done it years ago so that i wont end up being like this.
but theres nothing to regret. im going to improve myself!
support please?? heee

ohhh..this weekend onwards is going to be crazy! there will be presentation, class exercise and quiz! but uh ahh, thats aint just yet! i have more for the next next week! grrr! i love short sem! seriously, i do! busy makes me happy! yayy see! i can handle stress better now! ;))

Uhhh..u knw what,i hv no respect to someone who has no respect to others. u deserve to be treated that way! i just dont get it? whats so great about you or any other person to have such attitude. proud much huh? urgh.everyone is the same despite the differences okay

Good day!

One whole day saya ada kelas ya!
seronok nyaa!!
rasa badan cergas sangat selepas aktiviti rahsia baru2 ni. haha

selain itu,saya dan rakan2 dipaksa menonton filem Bukit Kepong dlm kelas Pengajian Malaysia!
it was nice to laugh n feel patriotic with my friends!!

i have something to share. at one moment, i felt special but then i realised, if it is true that i am, i wont be treated this way.

In my opinion, someone will be looking for the first person he/she loves to share the most important thing that happened in their daily life.
If you are not the first person he/she looks for, there are big possibility that you are not the most important person in that person's life.

okay, i know mcm pening sikit nk faham. alah! tak paham takpa.
i felt relieved by saying this. haih..

one more thing, my blog is for myself. i mostly write what i feel.
i purposely make my blog open to public, bcs i wanted to share.

Anyway, pls dont be shy shy to be my readers!!
i would love to know you!

Tengok lah

apabila saya insomia

dan ingin jadi lebih girlish

:))

Attention

PERHATIAN kpd org yg kesah

Jika tiada new post drpd saya, itu bermakna
saya sudah pengsan!

oleh kerana saya kelam kabut,

keluar cari sponsors + group discussions + exercise + tak mkn + itu jee (exaggerate lebih kan) LOL

LOL is laugh out loud  -___-"


Saya perlukan kasih sayang & perhatin!!    :(



anyway, happy gila dpt dua long denim skirts :))

lebih kurang mcm ni, takda belah2,hee

dah lama cari, AKHIRNYA~

muah muah!

Boleh jadi mcm minah arab! hahaha

4 sessions

Full wonderful day! :)

• Mother-daughter session

Bangun pagi tolong mama masak daging gulai lemak. sangat seronok. sampai kan tangan pedih kene cili padi. haha then tolong mama berhias nak pergi kenduri. tolong pilihkan jubah mama. alala waktu berhias laa,so sweet! hehe sorry mama tak teman kn g kenduri,iza dah janji nk jumpa kawan..next time sure teman! :))

• Gamble session

This is a private session. To be honest, im glad to have this session today. I lower my ego (a bit) and open up. that is an improvement. but i wonder why do i need this session? hurm why la? What ever it is, it was nice and better. i ate apple pie only. kesian kan? :( oh yah,muffin too. dah tak payah kesian. Anyway, this session ended up with a bet. very very evil bet. -___-''  taknak bgtau apa sbb malu. i BOLEH!

• Bestfriend session

At last, fidia n afizah has finished their exams. im excited! now i have them around! today, afizah n farah cannot come so, i met up with fidia only for high tea?? haha we lepak at old town,xoxo, then suddenly! hujan lebat gilaaa ayoyo :( dala rindu fidia gilaaaa tapi i cant stay for long bcs i have to be back by 7pm. well,kata anak emak kan? hehe anyway, im very very happy to meet her, ure beautiful bum bum!
:)) always love you! grr

• Cousin session

This is the reason i have to be back early. i have dinner with my aunt n cousin at the western gerai,apa nama entah. aduhh lapar sgt! breakfst sandwich,lunch apple pie, dinner chicken chop! sungguh tak sihat kann? tahuu, nak berubah ni! :(

"......"

Sometimes you have something really meaningful

to say to someone special

 but you end up saying them to urself again and again.

why do this happened?

:'(

Happy May, ke?

Petang tadi hujan lebat masa odw ke Wngsa Walk

Lupa bwk spec so vision pun tak brape clear

Terkial2 tgk jalan and langgar suma lubang

-______-''

Kedai D'mobile tu dah tutup so pegi next door

Boss ckp dia tak boleh repair dell studio i

call dell and dia akan dtg rumah

wow? i tak tahu pun, gila lame..

*gelakkan diri sendiri*

Along pun tak tahu sbb dia guna vaio

I tanya the possibility of the charge price

and boss cakap around 300-400

WAAAAAAAAAA

nasib masih dlm bajet tp..

bulan ni trpaksa berjimat cermat lah

sebab saya ada 2 impian utk ditunaikan

iaitu

1. Beli handphone baru
2. Short Trip dgn kwn2

Harap-harap tercapai dlm masa terdekat

:')

Hmm

People dont always say this.
If someone says this to you?
What will you do?

"Its you that i want, dont you know?

If you are stupid, you will walk away.

True Story

My darling Zieqa post this at her wall
and i was interested to watch the video.

This video tells a story mainly abt a relationship.

Strangers, again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=share


I have fallen for this short movie.
The way this WongFu Productions describe realtionship is true.

It put a smile on my face.
It reminds me of the moments where people easily gave up.
They had enough of trying. Why?
They are not strong enough to fight for the love.
They take their partners for granted and will regret later on.
Great things are about to happen but in split of seconds, things could blew off.
How unfortunate? and they could never again
get the same opportunity to know the beauty of true love of that one person.

At first, people are strangers. Then, the moments will grow. Wonderful memories are made. Relationship becomes intimate. But something comes in between. Relationship falls apart. Things get back into the first place. The relationship turn into strangers again.

You become my stranger,again.



Anyway, please add me up at twitter yah
http://twitter.com/#!/cuteyzza

Bersukan??

HAHA

seandai nya izzah tipu sahaja

i tak masuk sukan apa2 pun

teruk  kan?

tahu~

sebab tu perot smakin besar

dan pipi smakin kembang

tapi smlm kami semua

telah berjaya main

BADMINTON!!

ya! selama 1jam setengah.

best nya main mlm2 at 10pm

sejuk dan damai je

tapi kan

creepy je pokok besar gelap2

mcm lambai2

muka merah2

 badan basah melekit

rambut mcm singa

itu lah kecantikan semula jadi

pure beauty

:)

haa susah tau nk tgk izzah brsukan

sapa dpt tgk je brtuah

HAHA

Sharing

A friend of mine share this with me

"They said past is past. We need to move on,

but how can we move on when our past is

the only thing we ever wanted in the future?

I dont know how to.."



I said to my friend that

me and you are in the same boat.

i dont know either on how to.

 i just go with the flow in life.

this is something out of our control.

Just remember, we dont always get

what we want but we can always pray.

T.B.S

HELLO :)
good evening to all anonymous


I just came back frm TBS
what is TBS guys?
TBS is zZzZz....
its raining right now,
and im freaking cold!

ok back to the quest
TBS is Terminal Bersepadu Selatan
am i right? maybe HAHA

the 3 of us went to TBS today
just to accompany my friend
to buy ticket back to Lakin.

WOW im amazed with TBS
it feels like airport!
thats what alea been saying
shes amazed too
its beautiful plus spacious
not crowded like hell at Pudu

To everyone who travel by bus
this place is convienient!
There will be more to come!

At one point, this is something i can proud of to be Malaysian.
at least, this is good improvement!

Outing

Skrg college dah ada curfew

by 12am tu kene sampai college da

or else kene park kat luar! HAHA

we seniors tak takut pun! aduhai

kesian semua juniors takut

nk kuar hangout mlm2 nnt kene overnight

tadi pak guard ckp alah ni first month je

next month bole kuar mlm2 lagi hahaha

i love u lah pak guard

i LOVE the new front gerbang!

CANTIK ok barulah setanding Uniten

:)

P/s : movie The Roomate itu tak scary, agak bosan.

Muah Muah

I MISS YOU BESTFRIENDS

Refidia

Afizah

Farah

Nadiah

Farhanah

i miss you like crazy girls!!

my laughing gases!

please please balik rumah cepattt

i want to give u my big bouncing stomach hugss

HAHA

there're too many things to share

like A lot!

like seriously, i rindu sangat sangat!
:'))

alamak, pic ana takda dlm laptop.

i dah burn dlm cd.

sorry baby!

Clarification

I want to make a confession here

This blog is my new born baby

I love step by step so much

It has been the one thing i look forward

for everytime

This is where i can say what ever i want to say

without the need to be worry of the consequences

Believe me, theres no lies written here

Its only the truth of one woman life.

Blog, u have been my bestfriend too!!

Yayyy

I choose you to express myself

just bcs you know how to listen well

and never judge me

and help me to go thru life

bcs life has not been too kind to me lately.

Thank you my darling blog!

HAHA

P/S : Iza tak gila, i mnghargai kewujudan blog ni je hee

Eh tak tahu plak

 

KENAL TAK?



She's not a very well known celeb but she's believed to be our Timbalan Muhyiddin Yasin's daughter.
She's a jazz singer and she got a powerfull voice! im amazed. haha
dia mcm the younger version of Adibah Noor in a smaller body shape! hehe

P/S : suka gila rambut dia!

Tq

"It's okay to be angry and never let go, It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around , You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone, And I know how it feels to walk out on your own,

Maybe someday I will see you again, And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend.."

 

- i never thought a friend of mine would be this sentimental -

 

its a quote but its nice to know :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Anyway..

 

take a look now! gila cepat panjang! i cut my hair last january ok.so how? wanna cut again lah :)



i ate chicken salad

takda selera harini

:')

and bila dah kenyang

perangai diva kembali

:P

waddup with the pose???

konon nk tunjuk pinggang rampin lepas mkn salad

pigidaaaaaaaa

hahaha

maksudnya jiwa tengah bersepah

what?? masih lagi ke??

yes masih lagi

anyway, ada org kata kalau menangis byk sgt

nnt mata jadi hitam

macam betul

eh eh, bukan i yeh.

kawan i ok.

dah bye.

I seorang penakut

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdcgDaX8TJs&feature=related

 PENAKUT by Yuna

lirik tu betul2 mnggambarkan perasaan i

Hati brdegup2 kencang

pasang radio kuat2 dlm kereta

menyanyi mcm orang gila

sampai menangis

hampir nk langgar lori sbb tak alert

dah sampai, nampak je siapa yg nk dijumpa

terus hati rasa sayu sangat

turun kereta badan tak imbang

bukan sbb badan dah berat

tapi sebab kaki mnggeletar

telan air liur banyak2

masuk kereta buat muka happy

senyum dan mulakan prbualan

yg ditunggu for two fucking months

u brtanya apa patut

i menjawab apa patut

tapi i tak bertanya apa patut

ya i tak bertanya semua yg hati ni minta

tidak bertanya sepenuhnya

menyesal kah? ya

tapi i tak brtanya sbb untuk apa..

i pilih untuk brdiam diri

sekali lagi, mata ni memang tak reti nk menipu

mulut reti nak menipu

body language reti nk menipu

tapi bukan mata ni.

banyak teka teki yg brmain dlm otak i

tp teka teki tu tak perlukan jawapan

bila jawapan mutlak dah diberi

ada dua persoalan penting yg tidak terdaya untuk ditanya

kerana diri ni tak boleh nk menahan sedih

jadi i buat keputusan untuk tamatkan perbualan.

tapi lepas balik, sumpah hati tak rasa lega lansung
hati tak tenang seperti yg disangka.
i guess sbb i terlalu takut nk tanya habis2
kalau la bole jumpa lagi sekali, kali ni
i nk burst everything!
haih kalau boleh. dala.

anyway, i gembira dapat tgk renungan and senyuman u

especially untuk i for the last time

bcs there wont be another moment like that, kan?

we will be meeting in the future with a bunch of friends.

Terima kasih sangat2 for your courage.

Teknik malas

i hate black heads bcs theyre disturbing!

plus they dont make my nose look good

i think someone with blackheads r lazy

bcs u dont care abt ur look!

i envy those with beautiful flawless skin!

yaww ure lucky babe!

well, for this, if i malas nk picit jerawat

i will used this instead

thank you Biore

:)