Do u know?

Breaking up with

a boyfriend

is a million times easier

than breaking up with

a best friend.

- taken by Syud Hisham - 

A fact

A professor said that

"Men has SHORT TERM MEMORIES"

AHH, no wonder they forget things so easily.

I cant blame you guys then.

It's a fact.

Oh god, if i know this earlier.

I wont fall in love too deeply.

Bcs the next day, they'll forget.

P/S : Girls, please take noted.

(:

Inspiration

I NAK KURUS

HAHAHA

sebab nak cantik mcm Hana Tajima <3

Zee Avi - Darlin' It Ain't Easy

I'm down to my last
stick of cigarette
I'm down to the last thought
in my head

You saw me
packing my bags
You asked me
if I was coming back
And I told you
that I wasn't sure
and I'm
5 steps away from out the door

Darlin' it ain't easy
for me to say goodbye
but I have found myself another guy

You look confused
And I dont blame you
But you're never around
enough for me to love you
me to love you

Darlin' you don't deserve me
you don't deserve my love
I had plenty to give
but you shrugged it off

Don't think I dont know
about the hair on the pillow
and it seems like what we had was just a show
was it all
just a show?

Darlin' it aint easy
for us to say goodbye
I just hope that we'll have better lives

:D

NEW PASSION

NEW BOYFRIEND

BEST WAY TO RELEASE TENSION!!!

jgn sampai pokai ya rakan2

SILA LAWAN SAYA, JIKA BERANI LAA

I am scared, do u know?

No, u dont know.
U dont know anything.
U dont know me.

I am scared.

Very scared.

Every action i made.
Every decision i made.
Have diverse consequences.

Sometimes, i feel like saying the truth to you.
Sometimes, i refused to,i want to be a good pretender.

Let my ego be on top.

I can be a good pretender.
But pretenders cant hide their feelings forever.

At times, we want people to know how we really felt.
I am sick of this.
I hope i wont be in this pethatic situation too long until i lost my charm.

I need sparkles in life.
If its not from you, i dont want from anyone else.
I rather put a spark on myself.

I just want to be happy, again.
Let me out from this cage.

songs!

I will always love you by Whitney Houston
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IejunkZGh58


"Dah lama tak dengar lagu ni, power suara whitney!
kalau lah ada suara cmtu, best nyee, memukau ^_^
tapi Celine Dion tetap dihati! "



Ini lagu yang agung (I.L.Y.A) by The Manchis

"Ni lagu lama falikh nyanyi smlm, it was really nice! Tq! Your guitar rocks! ;D
honestly, the lyrics struck my heart!"

Woooo

satu hari post kt blog byk2 pun boleh jugakk
kata tulis sendiri baca sendiri! haha
ehh betul ke ni baca sendiri? hahahahaha

nampak sgt lonely kn? taklah..
kawan ada nak share tapi...
taknak lah share...
nanti dianggap penyibuk
or lebih tepat lagi dianggap kuat mengumpat
hahahahah ;pp

rasa mcm WOW shocking weyyy
camne boleh brkawan ni
sejak bila ni..
ish2 ohh ada sesi pertemuan rupanye.
ada masa terluang jgn disia-siakan
harus berkenalan dgn kawan2 baru.
Hidup ini sementara je. hahahahha
;)

anyway,harini Mak yan and Kak wani dtg tidur rumah.
esok nak jalan2 dgn dia lah. yayyy
ini lah jadinya takda kakak :(
abang pun best jugakk
ada orang boleh protect.
lelaki lain tak boleh harap.
kata2 semanis buah kurma tp semua hampeh.
lalalala terkasar bahasa pula.

oh yah, i have lists of things nk beli!!
I need new stuffs!!!
Only shopping makes me happy these days! <3

Out of my right to know

Im no longer have the right to know what is happening in your life.
But i cant stop myself from thinking. I am curious.

How do you survive?
With your studies and family and health.

Who are there to support you?
Who are there to take care of you?
Who are there to comfort you?
Who are there by your side?
Who are there that understand you?

I wonder who.
I wonder who replace me.
I wonder how you have been doing?
I wonder how is your situation?

I wanted to ask, but i know i have no right.

Ada apa dengan TARAF??? jeng jeng jeng

Duit boleh dicari.
Nama boleh ditempa.
Pangkat boleh diusaha.

Pokok kata, belajar lah bersungguh-sungguh.
Jangan berada di kalangan cerdik pandai.
Berada di atas para cerdik pandai.

Maka, senanglah hidup kamu! haha

-Kata Cikgu Senah-


Tapi, Izzah Harith percaya bahawa kebahagian dan kesenangan hidup
tidak boleh dicapai hanya dengan duit semata-mata.
:)

check this out

Lelaki yang lari daripada tanggungjawab dan perbuatan nya

ialah seorang lelaki yg tidak bertanggungjawab,

mementingkan diri sendiri

dan pengecut.

-taken from a wise man-

May I do them again?

If only i can go to you,ask to lend on your back
and cry on your shoulder like i used to..

If only i can move my fingers, grab my phone
and call you whenever i feel need of someone..

If only when i am very happy or very sad, i can turn to the side
and i can look at you as you used to be there..

If only i could walk my legs, drive my car
and go to see you whenever i want like i used to..

If only i can take the menu, order anything fatty
and eat them so happily in front of you..

If only i can turn on the radio, pick our favourite songs
and sing along in the car like we used to..

If only i can dress in my pyjamas, make my hair undone
and simply skype with you late night.

If only i can go to the guys section in stores, browse mens clothes
and imagine you're wearing them if i bought it for you.

If only i can forget to wear sweater, go to a cinema
and have you to warm me up.

If only i can open my mouth, look into your eyes
and just say whatever is inside my heart like i used to.

i need you the most now.
i cant bare it anymore.
i dont want to pretend anymore,please.. release my fear. :(

:)

I tengok Syahadat Cinta petang tadi.
Drama ke movie, entah lah tahu plak.
Tp cerita dia alahai, simple je tapi unik!

ISLAM IS BEAUTIFUL 

I supposed i have the right to be very mad.
But i took a deep breath and be cool
I dont want to be like them, girls.

It is really nice to have friends who are concern abt a friend.
But the concern need to have limitations.
Friends do share stuffs and problems.
I did too, but with limitations.
Eventhough, to my bestfriends.
Especially when we are refering to another person.

Life, we always deal with people.
No doubt about that :)

But it is quite disappointing.
I dont mind you shared with friends.
Its good for you.
As long as it doesnt embarrassed
another person.
But..when it comes to personal problems.

I hope you have good friends.
Who listen well..
Who can support you..
Who knows the right way to gv advices..
Who dont easily judge another person..
Who dont talk back about the peson...
Who can respect the person regardless the stories..

Bcs the problem mentioned is between you with another person.
Not between your friends,the girls.

Yes, theres alot of things about all of you, that i dont know.
I guess i dont have the right to know. I repsect that.
I am not your friend. Therefore, I dont want to ask or talked about it.
especially in public. I hope you do the same too.

Bull

U make me realised how valueable friends are.

U make me realised how wonderful life can be.

U make me realised how families are important.

U make me realised how good studies are essential.

U also make me realised how long friendships can be useless.

U also make me realised personal life are meant to be openly talked.

U also make me realised how love can easily fade away.

U also make me realised how sacrifaction are ridiculous in love.

U also make me realised how strong trust can easily be broken.

U also make me realised how honesty are not necessary.

U also make me realised love is not everything in life.

U also make me realised boy and girl friends are the same.

U also make me realised people changed as time flies.

U also make me realised how easy heart moves on.

U also make a statement that i understood well.

People change.

Feeling fades away.

Trust meant to be broken.

Lies ruined people's life.

Heart moves on.

P/s : IT'S ALL BULLSHIT.

f

Tak suka bila kene tipu. Siapa suka?
Kau suka? best ke tipu org?
Apa ko rasa? Happy tipu org?
Dah tipu ko g lah berseronok kan!
Aku dah start menyampah dgn segala bagai tipu kau

Ko tahu tak karma tu apa?
Tau tak? kalau tak tahu, cuba try tanya kawan2 cerdik pandai kau!

Cakap tak serupa bikin!
Busy habis kau
Aku ni mmg cam tunggul tunggu kau free

Final break

Takut! tak nak holidays boleh? please. i dont need holidays, not now.
I need to get myself busy and very tired so that i can sleep easily.
I have been avoiding my feelings and my fears these last 2weeks. 

Simply bcs the reality sucks. Dreams are better than waking up every morning.

This final sem is the time for me to face the truth.
I cant get myself busy bcs it holiday for God sake kann!
holidays are mean to be happy and chill out.

THIS IS A REAL MENTAL TEST

Being busy and having friends make me forgot abt the pains...
But i only forget, i dont overcome it...
I avoid, not facing it and accept it...

Feelings will fade away, eventually, right?


I dont want it to fade away, I'll keep it close to my heart.

Clueless

What is happening to us??

How did all of this happened so fast??

When did all of these started to fall apart??

Did the moments spend are all lies underneath the desires??

Who are the one among us appreciated all the moments??


I need answers to million of questions in my head.
Questions based on love, based on anger, based on lies, based on jealousy, based on heartbreaks, based on commitment, based on respect, based on loyalty.

and based on one most important thing, your Heart.



I need to figure them out, so that i can rest in peace..

I need your guidances Allah.

Dude

I just came back from a fun outing with my girls. yes! with girls only! bcs?
we LOVE each other,grr haha

I watched Beastly, it touched my heart and ALMOST,ok almost, got me crying.haha
Suddenly,

I missed sleeping on your laps while you were playing with my hair.

The reason why i wanted to cry,  i miss someone.

Sem5 is O.v.e.r.

Hati girang gilaaaa :DD
saya dah habis sem 5.
After  habis paper pagi td, i ingat nk terus zzz
tapi! saya rindu rakan2 tersayang!! haha
so g bilik gina n borak2 n borak2 n......
i rasa i lelap kejap je. sangat skejap.

Then,in rush siap2 sb nak keluar!! Yayyy :DDD
ini lah pelajar cemerlang, habis exam baru keluar jalan2 tau! haha

Falikh and kawan baru, nama dia Danial,haha dah tunggu depan hostel
awal je dtg -_- i dala siap lembap haha kesian kene tunggu, sorry guys!

We went to Klcc to watch Adjustment of Burea.
The storyline is kind off the reality of life.
As we Muslim, our fate has been written by Allah.
But in this story, this couple is not written to be together.
Their fate is  not for each other but somehow their feelings are so strong, so they fight the fate.
And they won!! haha ridiculous.
The morale of the story is

If you really want something to happened, you must work hard to make it successful.bcs you deserved it.



What a very fun day to catch up stories with Falikh and get to know Danial.
I would definitely hang out with u guys again! ;)


Thank you,you just made my day! The starter of my 2 weeks holiday!!



P/s : I won PS3 boxing game! You underestimated me Falikh! haha

Done it,next?

Thanks to my beautiful girls

They are always here to guide me thru this hardest phase im my life now.

They told me to stay strong and love myself more.

I realised that i hv neglected myself all this while.

Its simply bcs i love someone else more.

Now that he left, Im left with myself.

Hey Izzah Harith, thank u for not leaving me too haha

My girls said that i need to follow steps of recovery

If i want to be like him, to simply move on.

tetttttt no! its not simple to move on, unlike you.

So, first, give back his stuffs.

 I mean not presents,but stuffs that he gave.

Ok, i gave them back. :'(

Second, keep his presents away.

Ok,i hv put them in a box so i wont see them or smell them

or touch them bcs they bring back memories.

Third, i need to stop online.

Ok, i constraint myself for days without looking.

It does helps alot,yes. But then i miss online with my friends

and end up looking at his page so now im thinking of perhaps deactivate.

Forth, i need to stop using phone.

Ok, i did that. Sometimes, i sleep with phones off.

Sometimes, i went out without phone.

So that i wont text or call you.

Fifth, i need to stop crying.

Waiyoo,this is the hardest one. Bcs i cant!

I can bear it anymore when someone ask me "Are u okay izzah?"

or "Hows life now izzah?"

pffftttttttt dont ask anything please.pretty pls?

Bcs im not okay and my life sucks.

I did all of that, whats the different now?

NOTHING

The feelings are just too strong to fade away.

I can only pretend,thats the best i could do.

U

Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh)
Oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (Breakable thread)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (I know what they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, uhh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

PD :))

All i could say is IT WAS DAMN FUNNN!!!!!!!!! i wanna go again

Can you see babes?? i was smiling :))) thanks to everyone there,u struck my heart!

I needed vacation the most, really. March supposed to be my Greatest month, but it turned out to be the worst. But this trip was the high point, i was having a blast.

We went with 3cars and reached Pd within an hour, i know it took us so long bcs we drove very carefull :D
HAHAHA

As we arrived, we were excited!! Felt like a kid again :'( how i miss school.hmm

Then we played Banana Boat package (poyo je abg tu,ada pakej bagai haha)

Snorkling + 7x debushhh = RM28

*worth it :D

no word to describe it was fun fun fun!!!

After being childish at the beach, we waited for sunset. trust me, ohh it was breathtaking :)

we were starving to death so we went to eat Ikan Bakar!! yayyy

SEDAP GILAAA :DD

then we went back,arrived college at 11pm kot, racing dgn ejam best gila,haha

Thank u for the memory <3

p/s : He wasnt there, i felt incomplete. sigh

Final Sem5

What the hell!!!
paper tak nak tough lagi ke????
haishhh aaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
bye bye la dean list~
bye bye la fee discounts~

I'll try to catch you again next sem!!

:'(

F

Im very tired today.

I feel like giving up!

Urrghhhh



Friday 18 March, again. breakdown.



P/s : Make your move before i'm gone because people change and hearts move on.

Quotes

I promised myself that when it was over, I’d laugh at the memories, but here I am without a smile in sight. I promised myself that I would call you, just to see if you were ok, But here I am, and I cant even dial your number. I promised myself, that when it was over, I would not shed a tear, But here I am, shirt almost soaked. I promised myself I would let you go gracefully, But here I am, hating myself for letting you leave. I promised myself that when it was over, I wouldn’t look back, but here I am, unable to walk forward. I promised myself I would say goodbye But here I am, still saying I love you

There are so many things I want to say to you, but time's caught me up and now I'll never say them except that I've loved you from the moment I saw you and every moment since. Please just tell me how you feel,save us both the tears.Because I can't continue lying,I just confessed my fears...

I love you.

love is not meant to see

When you love someone so much -_-
After every fight, every argument, every heart break.

At the end of the day none of it even matters anymore.

Because you’d rather keep the relationship, and let the problem go. Not keep the problem and let the relationship go.

No matter what happens, no matter how much it hurt.

Nothing is more important... than that person..

 

 

LOVE IS BLIND  <3

Put myself back together

I had enough..hmm
Stop crying izzah! just stop!
Put yourself back together!
Dont look back, walk ahead!
Come on, move your legs,WALK!!
Dont stop here and cry for something that is not coming back
The love you loved the most has left you, YES! HE LEFT!
that a look around! he is not with you anymore!!
NO MORE!!! Stop dreaming!!
Stop making your heart feels better with lies, with hope!
Just stop...hmm STOP
He has made the decision to walk away and gave up and find someone else
So why are you here still looking back and take a peak at his new enjoyable life with new friends who are very close to his heart.
Izzah, dont be stupid and still keep hope and awaits for miracle to happen bcs its not happening!!
WAKE UP!!

HE HAS LEFT.

HE LEFT.

HE GAVE UP.

HE DOESNT LOVE YOU ANYMORE.

HE DOESNT LOVE YOU.

HE DOESNT LOVE YOU.

please...wake up.
Stop hoping..
Stop holding..
Stop loving..
and STOP WAITING!

its not going to happen.

Im sorry for being to weak but i said to you before, i will go crazy without you.
But you still left. :( Thats the reality i must faced every morning. I just dont want to wake up.

Only if you know

Hmm,im not in a good mood, again.
Im not happy. Even after a trip to PD last thurday.
there is something missing in my life.
That is you.

There are things i wanted to say to you...
But..i cant bcs some things are better left unsaid.
Is it true? But if its about how i felt? Should i keep it by myself?
or should i express it to you?

My regret, my thoughts and my curiosity..hmm
I cant even stand a day without you..
But you asked me to keep strong and move on.
That is the only thing that i cant do.
Move on is easy said than done.

Hmm,yes..i could see that you're moving on.
Oh yes i could see that..and everytime i realised that fact..
I'll be upset and just cry non stop... :'((
only if you knew you are still very important in my life.

I feel lost without you.
My day is not complete without hearing from you.
My mood is down when you not around.
My face is pethatic when im very sad and knew youre doing well.

* You dont feel my lost bcs you have someone else close by your side who always be there with you through your up and down where i cant because i dont understand and you threw me away. Unlike me, u were with me through everything,thats why i feel your lost the most. and you were and still someone close to my heart.

I just hope one day, you realised that all the things that we have been through together are wonderful and i need you the most. Not being immature or  not independence, but its true, I NEED YOU.

no title

I AM IN A  MAJOR BREAKDOWN

I just want to cry

Photoshop version 5

ok2, memang before this i cakap i busy kan kan?? takda masa nak cite psl birthday celebrations sekian-sekian kan, hehe skrg pun still bukan nk cite psl tu sbb nk cite psl tu agak pnjg and perasaan kene happy time tulis tu,hehe

skrg tak happy, gelak je lebih tp hati saya tak happy langsungggggggggggg!!! nk jerit boleh? :(
nak pergi PD cepat, plss tolong lah jadi pergi sbb nk release tension.

Ok2, kembali kpd tajuk,hurm Photoshop version 5 ni kan memeningkn  kepala betul lah! haihh
tak reti guna la, aduhhh presentation rabu ni,satu apa pun belum buat lagi. ok, mmg salah sendiri lah sbb asyik duk pikir psl hati dan perasaan lama sgt! ee,buang masa je sbb dia tgh happy gila ok!
tolong lah izzah,jadi waras kejap je ni ha. smp Contemperary Advertising ni siap!

Dalah tak pernah guna Photoshop then tak pernah diajar pun, tetibe kena guna utk buat advertisement, memang nganga la kannn :(

ANYONE?? PLEASE HELP MEEE

p/s : i just dont understand women, im woman too but then how could other women 'betray' each other, i mean, come on, cant u just help each other for our own happiness kan??? urgh, u lost my respect. you! yes you! bye

HAPPY 2Oth BIRTHDAYYY

hehe memang nak cite suma kt dlm blog ni tapi takda masa la..

tapi for sure nak write it down

sbb nanti boleh lah baca2 utk kenang-kenangan di masa hadapan

hahaha ini jela pic yg terbaru.

muka excited lebih kannn tapi hati Allah je yg Maha Mengetahui

:D tgk, saya dah 20tahun.

p/s : details coming soon!

Without my wings

"After awhile you'll forget everything.
It was a brief interlude
And a midsummer night's fling,
And you'll see that it's time to move on."

I hope thats true :]