I am scared, do u know?

No, u dont know.
U dont know anything.
U dont know me.

I am scared.

Very scared.

Every action i made.
Every decision i made.
Have diverse consequences.

Sometimes, i feel like saying the truth to you.
Sometimes, i refused to,i want to be a good pretender.

Let my ego be on top.

I can be a good pretender.
But pretenders cant hide their feelings forever.

At times, we want people to know how we really felt.
I am sick of this.
I hope i wont be in this pethatic situation too long until i lost my charm.

I need sparkles in life.
If its not from you, i dont want from anyone else.
I rather put a spark on myself.

I just want to be happy, again.
Let me out from this cage.