Takut! tak nak holidays boleh? please. i dont need holidays, not now.
I need to get myself busy and very tired so that i can sleep easily.
I have been avoiding my feelings and my fears these last 2weeks.
Simply bcs the reality sucks. Dreams are better than waking up every morning.
This final sem is the time for me to face the truth.
I cant get myself busy bcs it holiday for God sake kann!
holidays are mean to be happy and chill out.
THIS IS A REAL MENTAL TEST
Being busy and having friends make me forgot abt the pains...
But i only forget, i dont overcome it...
I avoid, not facing it and accept it...
Feelings will fade away, eventually, right?
I dont want it to fade away, I'll keep it close to my heart.
I need to get myself busy and very tired so that i can sleep easily.
I have been avoiding my feelings and my fears these last 2weeks.
Simply bcs the reality sucks. Dreams are better than waking up every morning.
This final sem is the time for me to face the truth.
I cant get myself busy bcs it holiday for God sake kann!
holidays are mean to be happy and chill out.
THIS IS A REAL MENTAL TEST
Being busy and having friends make me forgot abt the pains...
But i only forget, i dont overcome it...
I avoid, not facing it and accept it...
Feelings will fade away, eventually, right?
I dont want it to fade away, I'll keep it close to my heart.
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